My book, Finding the Azimuth, or F the A for short, will be available soon on Bandcamp! So you don't have to use Amazon! I will donate $2 for every book sold to Cholla Needles!
F the A is a memoir, of sorts. It is actually my master's thesis without the beginning academic-y part. If you WANT that part, let me know and I will send it to you in a pdf. It is about American literature and stuff.
However, if you want to have the complete works, and a sense of the total state of mind that I was in, back to school having recoiled from the music biz...you can enhance your understanding by reading the first chapter of the thesis which is called "Make it Move: Language as Transportation."